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Happy New Year!

Well this is going to be short, as I have a lot to do, firstly try to get this theme working right. So I have a wonderful New Years with my awesomely terrific boyfriend, William. He's watching The Patriots play at the moment. I watched the first half with him, but now I wanted to come up and get some stuff done. I have so much to do, so many things to work on. I need to just jump right in.

I wanted to wish my family (all over in California) a prosperous New Year, and that I hope anything and everything they do in thier lives makes them happy. I love them and miss them. I spoke about New Years resolution already, so I don't think I'll go into that. Only going to say that I'm going to try my best to achieve the goals I have put forward. I suppose that is all anyone can do is but 'try'. Okay well with that said, I hope everyone had a wonderful New Years Eve, and that the new year brings joy, love, success and good health to everyone.

Until Next Year

Wow Christmas is over as fast as it came, it's gone! Yesterday before going to a family dinner, we stopped off and picked up some Christmas wrapping paper and bags, for 50% off, we were going to give some to William's sister but they said they had plenty from the year before, so they didn't need any. I think now we are set for like the next 2 years, unless we turn out wrapping a car!! Haha! At least we know we won't run out, and that is a sense of relief. I remember growing up, and someone always had to run out because we would run out of Christmas wrapping paper. William told me last night, the only thing we will need is tape. I wouldn't suggest stocking up on that, for some reason I imagine the tape not being as good when next year's Christmas wrapping time comes around. Is that just my imagination or can there be some truth to that??

We had a really nice time over at Jaime's house, the kids are crazy oh boy they had William running around like crazy, they wear him down. They are just too cute though, some of the things they say, just make you crack up. It's like 'Wow where did that come from?', just random things. The kind you want to just record and play over and over because every time, it's going to make you laugh.

Sitting there watching the kids and everything. Took me back a few times, to when my niece and nephews were their age, and how the personalities are so different, but yet still crazy little ones. Gosh back then I felt like they were my own, I know how William feels with those kids. He loves them so much! Of course my niece and nephews have kids of their own now, well my niece does anyway, she has 2 little ones of her own, and my nephews' girlfriend is pregnant so I'll be seeing another lil one around soon. I unfortunately was never blessed with kids, but at least I can live vicariously through others (that have kids), without the real work of motherhood hahah. Well there is a reason for everything, isn't there?

What is everyone doing for New Years? I have no clue, well I do and don't. I know for a fact I will be with my lovely boyfriend William, and I don't believe we'll be going anywhere, I'm getting paranoid as I get older lol. Staying off the streets secures my safety?? Not anymore, I have been watching that TV show 'I Survived', I'm seriously hooked on it. Some of the things that happen to people happen right in their own home. It's a really scary thought. You just aren't safe anywhere these days. But even so. I think staying home with him, will be fulfilling enough for me. I enjoy my time with William, he has made such a great impact in my life, and I love and appreciate all he does. I just hope I show it enough.

My New Years resolution! Do you have one? Believe it or not I have a few, but at the top will be losing weight, with probably a million other folks out there. I have a few others, that we kept between myself and William, and I think we will be helping each other to be able to keep them *fingers crossed* anyway, I'm sure I'll write again, and I've made this blog way too long, so I will close here, hope you all have a lovely week, and if by chance I don't get back here, Happy New Year!

30 Days Of Truth: Day 5

 

Well I don't know what is up with me. I just felt like doing another one of these yay! Haha, I wish I could put sound effects to my blog, so when you see 'yay', you can also hear it, yeah it would get annoying after awhile, then again I don't do it much, maybe once in a blog post. Okay here goes with Day 5!

Question: Something you hope to do in your life.

Wow, well I'm getting way way hehe, up there in age, and it's probably too late to even go there, but I have wanted to have a baby, and I just haven't been able to. I'm broken, but I'm living with it. Have not seen a doctor about it, figured, if the good Lord didn't want me to have one, then he has his reasons. Is that dumb to think like that? I don't know, maybe. But it is, what it is.

William, has no children either, and believe me I have seen him first hand with his niece and nephews, and he is awesome. So I can imagine him being an excellent father. Oh how I wish I could give him that. But he said that he is okay with it, and in some ways I feel like, deep down inside, he may resent me down the line. I know crazy talk hey? But any person in my position would think that too. And I guess I'm just a lucky one, that has someone that loves her, even if she can't give him children. Some guys leave their partner, but I know, it's something that well is an individual choice. The guy wants kids, you can't give him any, then he's out of there. Hopefully not so cold hearted like I made that sound, but you get my point.

Well that's it, I may not write again until after Christmas, so Merry Christmas to everyone!! I'll see you soon.